I find myself becoming increasingly bored.
Not just with Deviantart in general, but the internet in general. It's not like an emo outlook, how life is boring and now sucks.

It's just rather eventless, and self-inflicted.
Self-inflicted here because I don't see DA like I did back when I was a wee lass, when I joined. When everything was new, and shiny, and not laden with shit.
And because I don't know...a year back I got myself banned from the dAmn chat?

Yeah, still been mulling over whether or not I should attempt to get myself unbanned. The fact remains that my name too has been boring me. You know, a reminder of my youth.
My idiotic, disgraceful youth.


And as for the internet and life in general? I'm not in school, I don't have a job, and all I do is stay inside. I don't know why some people would find this sort of "freedom" lucrative. It's nothing of that sort; you have no money, no mode of transportation, and nothing to do really. The internet in all its vastness can bore you with ease as there's only so much your brain will WANT to do before that great expansive...vastness just overloads it and you go FUCK.


So does this little...I don't know, would you constitute it as a rant? I can think of nothing other than it being a monotone rant, so we'll assume as such.


So, does this little monotone rant carry anything to care about? Yeah, the usual messages we have drummed into our heads. Stay in school, sleeping during the day does not work out unless you have a night-shift you enjoy very much so, and for the love of god do not envy and/or try to become like those stuck in this position.